Fighting for your individuality and self expression means being willing to stand alone in a crowd without the need of support or agreement from anyone, aside from your own conscience. It means not being afraid to speak your mind and raise your voice, regardless of whether or not it might be deemed "politically incorrect" by family, friends, or coworkers. Yet, again, it is not speaking from a place of ego or argumentative opposition, but in the vein of staying true to your own instincts and intuitions, regardless of how it might "rock the boat" of consensus viewpoints and manufactured notions of "reality".
Likewise, they are deemed a part of the radical right, or the radical left, depending on which accusation best suits the agenda of the narrative at the time. In this hypocritical vacuum of reactionary ignorance, it has basically become such that you simply HAVE to be left or right, because to be otherwise is beyond the comprehension of media or the average person, who is being force fed their beliefs by the television and their chosen sources of mainstream news and information. Tragically, independent thought, critical thinking, rationality, and logic has had little place in the birth of this new decade.
Don't buy into the trolls on social media who love to incite conflict for the sake of it. They are pitiful losers and half the time aren't even real accounts but just more fake bullshit meant to stir the pot and turn us against each other. FIGHT FOR YOUR INDIVIDUALITY and truer self, and never stop seeking that inner intuition and unique creative spark. Never stop seeking information and knowledge from a wide variety of sources, while formulating your own opinions. Every inch we give, they will take 3 more, and for every bit of our individuality we give, they will insert a program to assimilate our personality. Unplug from the fake left/right paradigm and seek out those who are not so easily manipulated. Find your tribe! They are out there, though social media seeks to neutralize their viewpoints. Be original. Be unique. Be yourself.

Yesterday's episode runs about 30 mins in length and, albeit a little clumsily and incomplete, it covers topics such as The Cave Mystery Schools, the Birth of Mythology, Shamanism in Ancient History, and the use of Psychedelics and Altered States of Consciousness in Prehistory. At some point it might be nice to organize things a little better, expand it to an hour in length, and make it into a video to more readily convey the ideas and information that it contains. A video with relevant pictures and images coinciding to the topics being discussed would be very beneficial in conveying the message.
That being said, it was the first episode I've really taken "seriously" in terms of being an outlet for information and the discussion of items of interest that really speak to me, and which I feel are deserving of more attention. I'm sure there are many people who will find the discussion of 40,000 year old cave art to be a little bland, or perhaps my presentation of this history, but nonetheless the information is important and I hope there are a handful of people out there who may gain a little insight or their imaginations might start flowing because of episodes such as these.
Likewise, I hope people will feel inclined to hit me up with further discussion, opinions, theories, comments and critiques! I make these podcasts as an outlet for myself, but part of that is in trying to "find an audience" and appeal to some of the news and infotainment that they would like to hear covered through this humble little broadcast. Moving forward, I am open to most all topics and suggestions!
The latest episode, the 420 Spectacular, is available at the following link:
anchor.fm/conspiraporn/episodes/The-420-Spectacular-evadp8
Likewise, if it makes it any easier, CONSPIRAPORN is also available on SPOTIFY and a variety of other podcast services.
Anyway, just wanted to make some statements: thanks to those who are supporting, and I'm looking forward to future episodes and possibilities!
CORRECTION: I accidentally and inaccurately stated the timeframe of the cave art known as THE SORCERER to being from 1300BC instead of 13,000BC. I regret the error, but I was throwing around a lot of information and historic dates in yesterday's episode and that slipped by me until after I had already uploaded the program. ;)
It has been a lengthy process of being in the right place and frame of mind to do it, and then actually getting it done, but my new art site is about 90% updated. www.geneticmemory.online .
Something is out of balance and you are aware that it's out of balance and that only brings on more anxiety and/or confusion. For every step forward it seems there are two steps back and you can never get ahead of your personal obligations and thoughts.
But, you move forward anyway. You are trying. Little by little, moment by moment, and a day at a time you are consciously and alchemically transmuting negative urgings and thoughts into positive energies and influences. You are making strides towards betterment, even if you are the only person aware of this fact.
You are recognizing, even on your worst days, the spirit that resides within every atom of all things, and the beatific soul which permeates all life and the totality of all glorious creation!
You are recognizing the infinite identity of divinity which is at the heart of all cosmic energy and consciousness, with the understanding that you are always one with the Source. Healing and nurturing properties of insight are readily available.
You are acquiring focus on a meditative and spiritual level; you are finding the middle path of balance and discovering the eye in this chaotic storm of modern "reality" and its myriad obligations.
You take a deep breath in the midst of all your frustration, distress, or pain and you put things into clearer perspective. Your inner sanctum remains still and at peace, in harmony with love and compassion and creative introspection and reflection.
Things might not be how you want them to be, and you might not be who you want to be, but you are aware of these facts and putting in effort to not only make changes of betterment for yourself but, humbly, for the world around you as well.
Realize we are all made of spirit into matter, and sharing of an infinite soul force which in its grandest moments of silence might impart eternal wisdom that resides beyond the confines of time, or space, or dimension.
In the seemingly increasing chaos of the 21st century, never forget that we are all capable of inward evolution and a mentality of transcendence. Within the vibratory harmonics and frequency of gratitude, we may get more in tune with our truer identity.
I, like most people, have merely been involved in the cesspool of social media for the past decade (which is sad, when you really think about it).
I have always kept a paper journal, but never a public forum which was personal and not based on views or shares or likes (or memes).
Since the censorship and deletion of my primary community FB page recently, due to "community standard violations" which was nothing but utterly absurd bullshit meant to silence my viewpoints, I no longer have the potential reach of those 10,000 members, nor the upwards of 100,000+ weekly page reach that I routinely had through shares and reposts.
Which is fine, it's for the best. Social media, and FB in general is truly terrible and has become nothing but either divisive garbage, endless disinformation, or complete censorship and endless flagging of "unsafe" viewpoints. It won't be long before FB has become as defunct as Myspace, and the world will be better for that.
I'm actually thankful for the unpublishing of my page, because it was the motivation I needed to try blogging again, and start some new websites (which are still in the developmental "tweaking" stages).
CONSPIRAPORN! which will continue in the vein of the since deleted FB page:
www.conspiraporn.com
And GENETIC MEMORY, which is in the slow process of uploading 300+ pieces of my original art:
www.geneticmemory.online
And then THIS page, PRIMORDIAL PRODUCTIONS, which will serve as a blog of odds and ends that don't really fit at either of the other websites.... www.primordialproductions.info
Likewise, a new podcast connected to CONSPIRAPORN! will begin in the next few days, and a new zine connected to PRIMORDIAL PRODUCTIONS will be released in the next few weeks...
I am in a stage of reevaluation of my personal and creative identity, as we ALL should probably be.
FB is the retirement community of the internet and where social media goes to die...
www.geneticmemory.online
Hundreds of pieces yet to go, but still some daily progress...
I'm just a dude, with no expectations... Other than from my own personal evolution...
Zine and podcast still percolating. Getting into an adjusted rhythm and forward momentum...
I have uploaded about HALF of my items over the past few days, and hope to have the rest of it included over the following week.
Not a perfect solution, but at least I'm moving forward with display, organization, and itemization.
Anyway, I am SLOWLY (while working a full time job) getting things rolling on the art front, the new websites, the zine, stickers, podcast etc.
I am attacking this full force over the coming weeks and months!
With no expectations, but from myself.
THE ART GALLERY - TO BE UPDATED FREQUENTLY:
www.conspiraporn.com/art/
And realistically be able to meet those goals. I have no delusions on grandeur or hopes of fame. This is all a form of self expression and to resonate with certain social vibes and some good people.
Two new websites are now up dedicated to this "cause", a new zine will be available shortly, a mass sticker campaign, new music, a fuck-ton of my original art which will be made available, and several charity benefits.
And newly added to this, and available ASAP, will be weekly podcasts (10 or 15 mins each), that will speak towards a wide variety of topics. It will be simple and personal, but a good outlet to speak with YOU, if you so choose to listen.
I can't lie, i do want an "audience" (this is still "social media", after all), but i am now content with the idea of 100 truly interested friends and intellectual and spiritual contemporaries, as opposed to 10,000 fake accounts on Facebook or Twitter.
Let us move forward in personal growth and alchemical transmutation!
If you have any questions please feel free to hit me up here or my email: mad247@weirdness.com
Until I get an official shop page/feature, payments can be made directly through: paypal.me/primordial1
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From here on out I will be regularly updating this blog to share original articles, essays, short stories, and my independent art, which will be available for purchase very soon! Likewise, a new zine will be arriving shortly, as well as some new original music that I'm working on!
The blocking from FB is a blessing in disguise and I will now focus on topics of more intellectual value and spiritual relevance without being trapped by corporate dictatorship and meme addictions.
Discovered by accident due to a recent earthquake which exposed the mouth, the find, deemed an impossibility, was no less a reality than were the dozens of translucent giants, humanoids measuring ten feet in length, who greeted the archeologists upon their arrival.
The lost race explained in their strange language, leading deeper into the elaborate cave system: "The Earth is a machine, and you're about to enter the control room."




