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It's been awhile since I've updated this blog, but felt it was time for some words. I have, against my better judgement (perhaps) started a new FB page after a nearly 5 month restriction of my account for supposed "community standard violations" which were both ridiculous and absurd. I'm going to give FB one more chance, despite the fact it utterly sucks, and that is with my new page MENTAL POP.  

Likewise, I am also smack dab in the middle of producing a 5 hour (4 part) podcast dedicated to the history of horror and the supernatural from roughly 6000BC to 2021AD. Part 3, covering the years 1900 to 1970, will be posted this coming week through https://anchor.fm/conspiraporn , and can also be found at SPOTIFY/CONSPIRAPORN and is the official podcast of www.conspiraporn.com . I've put out about 10 episodes in the past couple of months, covering everything from cave art to black holes to topics of censorship and the New World Order, so hope you'll check it out. Likewise, I haven't really been updating CONSPIRAPORN too much, but I will get back into regular updates soon.

And last but not least, all of my original artwork can be found (and is for sale) at www.geneticmemory.online. I've been working a full time job while also trying to keep things updated and be creative, but it has been a challenge. This post is basically to leave word that I'm still here, still planning, still plotting, doing a regular podcast and have a new zine in mind for publication ASAP.

I know I'm mostly talking to myself here, but an update seemed necessary... ;) 
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This may sound sensational or as a bit of an overreaction to some of the readers of this piece, yet the truth remains the same regardless, and that is to say that we are in the midst of a spiritual war that seeks to influence and manipulate the hearts and minds of the majority. And unfortunately, the majority are buying into it not only due to outside influence, but by personal choice. The majority need to feel like they belong to the "right side of history" as dictated by those who aim to control history and rewrite it as it's taking place. The majority seek to demonize "the other", all the while not realizing that they are the "other" which they are trying to blame and shame and hold as inferior to their own outstanding moral judgements. 

When I say fight for your individuality, I am not talking about the ego. I am talking about what makes you different and unique from the rest of the crowd and best exemplifies your true heart and creative spirit. I am not talking about needing to argue your point or prove the validity of your opinions, I am speaking to keeping in tune with the highest forms of self expression and free thought within yourself, which should be in constant development and evolution.

Fighting for your individuality and self expression means being willing to stand alone in a crowd without the need of support or agreement from anyone, aside from your own conscience. It means not being afraid to speak your mind and raise your voice, regardless of whether or not it might be deemed "politically incorrect" by family, friends, or coworkers. Yet, again, it is not speaking from a place of ego or argumentative opposition, but in the vein of staying true to your own instincts and intuitions, regardless of how it might "rock the boat" of consensus viewpoints and manufactured notions of "reality". 

If 2020/21 has revealed much of anything, it is that it's become a world of false left/right paradigms which are meant to herd us into easily defined corrals of uniformity where you are either black or white or up or down, but there can be no middle ground or gray area between these two extreme divisions (though they are actually just two wings of the same bird, pretending to be in such drastic opposition in order to manipulate our emotions and direct our actions). The politicians and media and social engineers are controlling the narrative so much that anyone who does speak out in the middle ground or gray area is either silenced due to "community standard violations", marginalized through the social media dictatorship, or dubbed a crazy "conspiracy theorist".

Likewise, they are deemed a part of the radical right, or the radical left, depending on which accusation best suits the agenda of the narrative at the time. In this hypocritical vacuum of reactionary ignorance, it has basically become such that you simply HAVE to be left or right, because to be otherwise is beyond the comprehension of media or the average person, who is being force fed their beliefs by the television and their chosen sources of mainstream news and information. Tragically, independent thought, critical thinking, rationality, and logic has had little place in the birth of this new decade.

The only "equality" the Powers That Be truly care about is in that we are all equally compartmentalized, neutered, herded into little groups of thought and opinion, and that those opinions aren't even our own but are dictated to us through the constant bombardment and inundation of corporate influenced media outlets. The Powers That Be seek to control human growth and development, so long as it still fits in to their goals and political agendas. Most of the causes of "social justice" are in fact political movements designed to keep us plugged in to the very system that seeks to control and oppress us. We often see this truth most exemplified every election cycle as the same tired tropes of "progress" are dusted off and shoved in our faces time and time again, fueled by the media's desire for ratings. To be "woke" in this generation usually means to be thoroughly inundated into a political scheme or psychological operation of disinfo and misdirection, now in easy to digest meme form.

We are stuck in the loop of an endless news cycle, constantly regurgitating the same 4 "expert opinions" over and over again, programming us into becoming automatons of listless conformity, herded cattle to be degraded and abused, and as stereotypical representations of mass mediocrity which is to be disrespected and not taken seriously. To say "trust the science" in this day and age is to basically say "trust the system", "trust your corporate masters", "trust the government", and a vast amount of people, indeed, are doing just that. The dependency upon government "stimulus" and "bailout" is becoming so frequent that if the population was told to bend over and take it, we are quite literally arriving at a time in human history in which it may be viewed as standard procedure in which we thank them for the opportunity. We are serving as active facilitators to our own degradation. 

But the point of all of this is to say: Find your voice! Make sure that your thoughts and mind are your own and not just parroting of a news outlet or consensus viewpoint of the left/right. Don't let your "righteous anger" be manipulated by a roulette wheel of worthless politicians of which their sole purpose is to rile up further turmoil and division for the sake of getting people to the polls and voting. There are a lot of people in the world who LOVE TO HATE and need validation that you hate with them. They don't even realize what they are doing, they just love to feel any emotion, even if it's negative, because it makes them believe they are being legitimate and sincere. Yet all the while the social engineers are what is churning out the hate, and churning out the fake social outrage and impotent "movements" designed to herd humanity into causes of conformity. And they will keep churning out the fear and division as long as the ratings sustain. 

Don't buy into the trolls on social media who love to incite conflict for the sake of it. They are pitiful losers and half the time aren't even real accounts but just more fake bullshit meant to stir the pot and turn us against each other. FIGHT FOR YOUR INDIVIDUALITY and truer self, and never stop seeking that inner intuition and unique creative spark. Never stop seeking information and knowledge from a wide variety of sources, while formulating your own opinions. Every inch we give, they will take 3 more, and for every bit of our individuality we give, they will insert a program to assimilate our personality. Unplug from the fake left/right paradigm and seek out those who are not so easily manipulated. Find your tribe! They are out there, though social media seeks to neutralize their viewpoints. Be original. Be unique. Be yourself.
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Just wanted to take a moment to comment on the CONSPIRAPORN podcast which was posted yesterday. What?! There is a CONSPIRAPORN podcast?! Why, yes there is! And I'll be putting out a new episode every week or so and discussing a wide variety of topics, as well as news and infotainment of the weird variety. Thanks to those who are already checking it out, and I hope you'll stay tuned...!

Yesterday's episode runs about 30 mins in length and, albeit a little clumsily and incomplete, it covers topics such as The Cave Mystery Schools, the Birth of Mythology, Shamanism in Ancient History, and the use of Psychedelics and Altered States of Consciousness in Prehistory. At some point it might be nice to organize things a little better, expand it to an hour in length, and make it into a video to more readily convey the ideas and information that it contains. A video with relevant pictures and images coinciding to the topics being discussed would be very beneficial in conveying the message. 

That being said, it was the first episode I've really taken "seriously" in terms of being an outlet for information and the discussion of items of interest that really speak to me, and which I feel are deserving of more attention. I'm sure there are many people who will find the discussion of 40,000 year old cave art to be a little bland, or perhaps my presentation of this history, but nonetheless the information is important and I hope there are a handful of people out there who may gain a little insight or their imaginations might start flowing because of episodes such as these.

Likewise, I hope people will feel inclined to hit me up with further discussion, opinions, theories, comments and critiques! I make these podcasts as an outlet for myself, but part of that is in trying to "find an audience" and appeal to some of the news and infotainment that they would like to hear covered through this humble little broadcast. Moving forward, I am open to most all topics and suggestions!

The latest episode, the 420 Spectacular, is available at the following link:
anchor.fm/conspiraporn/episodes/The-420-Spectacular-evadp8

Likewise, if it makes it any easier, CONSPIRAPORN is also available on SPOTIFY and a variety of other podcast services.

Anyway, just wanted to make some statements: thanks to those who are supporting, and I'm looking forward to future episodes and possibilities!

CORRECTION: I accidentally and inaccurately stated the timeframe of the cave art known as THE SORCERER to being from 1300BC instead of 13,000BC. I regret the error, but I was throwing around a lot of information and historic dates in yesterday's episode and that slipped by me until after I had already uploaded the program. ;) 

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It has been a lengthy process of being in the right place and frame of mind to do it, and then actually getting it done, but my new art site is about 90% updated. www.geneticmemory.online .
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You've had a bad day and are feeling a lot of frustration and anger or sadness. Maybe you are in physical pain, maybe it's emotional or psychological, maybe it's contempt for humanity at large. Fear, stress, and existential crisis also comes into play.


Something is out of balance and you are aware that it's out of balance and that only brings on more anxiety and/or confusion. For every step forward it seems there are two steps back and you can never get ahead of your personal obligations and thoughts.

But, you move forward anyway. You are trying. Little by little, moment by moment, and a day at a time you are consciously and alchemically transmuting negative urgings and thoughts into positive energies and influences. You are making strides towards betterment, even if you are the only person aware of this fact.

You are recognizing, even on your worst days, the spirit that resides within every atom of all things, and the beatific soul which permeates all life and the totality of all glorious creation!

You are recognizing the infinite identity of divinity which is at the heart of all cosmic energy and consciousness, with the understanding that you are always one with the Source. Healing and nurturing properties of insight are readily available.

You are acquiring focus on a meditative and spiritual level; you are finding the middle path of balance and discovering the eye in this chaotic storm of modern "reality" and its myriad obligations.

You take a deep breath in the midst of all your frustration, distress, or pain and you put things into clearer perspective. Your inner sanctum remains still and at peace, in harmony with love and compassion and creative introspection and reflection.

Things might not be how you want them to be, and you might not be who you want to be, but you are aware of these facts and putting in effort to not only make changes of betterment for yourself but, humbly, for the world around you as well.

Realize we are all made of spirit into matter, and sharing of an infinite soul force which in its grandest moments of silence might impart eternal wisdom that resides beyond the confines of time, or space, or dimension.


In the seemingly increasing chaos of the 21st century, never forget that we are all capable of inward evolution and a mentality of transcendence. Within the vibratory harmonics and frequency of gratitude, we may get more in tune with our truer identity.

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I haven't blogged in years. Nor have I had my own website in just about as long.

I, like most people, have merely been involved in the cesspool of social media for the past decade (which is sad, when you really think about it).

I have always kept a paper journal, but never a public forum which was personal and not based on views or shares or likes (or memes).

Since the censorship and deletion of my primary community FB page recently, due to "community standard violations" which was nothing but utterly absurd bullshit meant to silence my viewpoints, I no longer have the potential reach of those 10,000 members, nor the upwards of 100,000+ weekly page reach that I routinely had through shares and reposts. 

Which is fine, it's for the best. Social media, and FB in general is truly terrible and has become nothing but either divisive garbage, endless disinformation, or complete censorship and endless flagging of "unsafe" viewpoints. It won't be long before FB has become as defunct as Myspace, and the world will be better for that.

I'm actually thankful for the unpublishing of my page, because it was the motivation I needed to try blogging again, and start some new websites (which are still in the developmental "tweaking" stages).

CONSPIRAPORN! which will continue in the vein of the since deleted FB page:
www.conspiraporn.com

And GENETIC MEMORY, which is in the slow process of uploading 300+ pieces of my original art:
www.geneticmemory.online

And then THIS page, PRIMORDIAL PRODUCTIONS, which will serve as a blog of odds and ends that don't really fit at either of the other websites.... www.primordialproductions.info 

Likewise, a new podcast connected to CONSPIRAPORN! will begin in the next few days, and a new zine connected to PRIMORDIAL PRODUCTIONS will be released in the next few weeks...

I am in a stage of reevaluation of my personal and creative identity, as we ALL should probably be.

FB is the retirement community of the internet and where social media goes to die...


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This is only 15% complete, but made some NEW new progress on the personal art front over the past 48 hours worth mentioning.

www.geneticmemory.online

Hundreds of pieces yet to go, but still some daily progress...

I'm just a dude, with no expectations... Other than from my own personal evolution...

Zine and podcast still percolating. Getting into an adjusted rhythm and forward momentum...

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Slow but steady progress in the realization of having all of my art available for online sale and distribution.

I have uploaded about HALF of my items over the past few days, and hope to have the rest of it included over the following week.

Not a perfect solution, but at least I'm moving forward with display, organization, and itemization.

Anyway, I am SLOWLY (while working a full time job) getting things rolling on the art front, the new websites, the zine, stickers, podcast etc.

I am attacking this full force over the coming weeks and months!

With no expectations, but from myself. 

THE ART GALLERY - TO BE UPDATED FREQUENTLY:
www.conspiraporn.com/art/
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It's been a long time since i've felt really "fired up" and motivated to push forward with renewed energy and focus. Certain things are slowly but surely aligning in my creative life on multiple fronts, and it's been a minute since i was really able to see a fuller picture and perspective on a plan of artistic attack.

And realistically be able to meet those goals. I have no delusions on grandeur or hopes of fame. This is all a form of self expression and to resonate with certain social vibes and some good people.  

Two new websites are now up dedicated to this "cause", a new zine will be available shortly, a mass sticker campaign, new music, a fuck-ton of my original art which will be made available, and several charity benefits.

And newly added to this, and available ASAP,  will be weekly podcasts (10 or 15 mins each), that will speak towards a wide variety of topics. It will be simple and personal, but a good outlet to speak with YOU, if you so choose to listen.

I can't lie, i do want an "audience" (this is still "social media", after all), but i am now content with the idea of 100 truly interested friends and intellectual and spiritual contemporaries, as opposed to 10,000 fake accounts on Facebook or Twitter.

Let us move forward in personal growth and alchemical transmutation! 




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Our
CONSPIRAPORN! site is now active!
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SHAMANUS ABSTRACTIKA


11x17 laminated print - $25


24x36 laminated print - $60


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Hey folks! Just dipping a toe in the water of selling my original art. I have 500 pieces that are being made available for sale over the coming months, but first up is a piece entitled SHAMANUS ABSTRACTIKA which is presented in a glossy/laminated 11X17 print for $25 dollars, or a giant 24x36 for $60. These are signed and numbered with the 11x17's limited to 10 prints, and the 24x36 limited to 5 prints! FREE SHIPPING in the US! Please allow 4 weeks for delivery.

If you have any questions please feel free to hit me up here or my email: mad247@weirdness.com

Until I get an official shop page/feature, payments can be made directly through: paypal.me/primordial1
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Where to begin? The following lengthy essay is going to cover the past 20 years of my creative life. I feel it is a necessary, if not boring measure, that must be taken as we start off this new blog. This is primarily to indicate that I am an actual human being and not a bot or spam monster working for the NSA!

Read more... )
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Alright. After having my FB page entitled CONSPIRAPORN! (10,000 members) unpublished today due to some bullshit "violation of community standards" from a 4 month old joke post, and the endless censorship and flagging which has taken place with myself and thousands of other people over the past year, I am officially finished with using FB on any regular basis and sick of "meme culture" in general.

From here on out I will be regularly updating this blog to share original articles, essays, short stories, and my independent art, which will be available for purchase very soon! Likewise, a new zine will be arriving shortly, as well as some new original music that I'm working on!

The blocking from FB is a blessing in disguise and I will now focus on topics of more intellectual value and spiritual relevance without being trapped by corporate dictatorship and meme addictions.
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Deep in the cave, ancient and recently unearthed, the walls were adorned with innumerable complex mathematical equations and intricate geometrical designs which dated to over one hundred thousand years gone.

Discovered by accident due to a recent earthquake which exposed the mouth, the find, deemed an impossibility, was no less a reality than were the dozens of translucent giants, humanoids measuring ten feet in length, who greeted the archeologists upon their arrival.

The lost race explained in their strange language, leading deeper into the elaborate cave system: "The Earth is a machine, and you're about to enter the control room."